Heaven on Earth, DMT and why life is good

It is a good time to talk about Heaven. There is going to be a whole lot of talk about heaven so get used to it. Not the fantasy heaven. Real scientifically proven heaven that is available before death. What??!!!??!

I know. I couldn’t believe it either when I first heard. Listen up.

Heaven is real you know. For those who think, “yeah right” or “you are crazy” I want to address you first. I know how you feel. Heaven???!! Like with angels and clouds and roads of gold. We have these images that are built off of stories that people have told who have tried to think of the best possible things this world has to offer. Let me tell you. You can think of the best possible earthly scenario, be it 77 sexy virgins, male or female, all wanting nothing more then to make sweet love to you for days. Or a beach with perfect weather and the best food and drinks. Luxury with castles and riches galore. All these things are utter crap compared to the real heaven. Meaning if you experience the real heaven and then someone offered you any of these options you wouldn’t even bat an eye. Not that those things are not great but Heaven is a whole new level of……jfjwijejdjejejdjdjjdjdjdjdhrhhwbbfbwh!!! Wordless!

I could say beauty but beauty doesn’t come close. There are no words in the human language that can really describe it and honestly I don’t know why. I can close my eyes and remember images but it would take me pages to try to describe a single snippit and by putting words to it would just feel gross because the words could not describe the feeling of perfection that is sustained by it.

Ok Here is a try
A father takes a look at his newborn baby that he thought was lost and is perfectly healthy. Their eyes lock. That feeling in his heart in that moment of realizing his baby is not only well but healthy and strong. That feeling sustained forever and going with you where ever you go. If this feeling could be a smell and a taste and a sight.

This is the natural state of a human. When you know for certain there is nothing to fear ever, you will always receive love, all your needs will always be met, all your desires will be fulfilled, you will never be deemed bad or less then for any of your desires all of your being releases it’s tension and says, “ahhhhhhhhhhhh” we don’t even realize how because of those tiny limiting thoughts we hold about ourselves we are kept from experiencing this thing we call heaven right here and now.

DMT is a natural substance that your brain creates. Smoking DMT can give someone a quick glimpse of this. Ayahuasca can get you there because once you have worked with ayahuasca enough to release deeply embedded past pain, trauma, and false beliefs, the DMT that is naturally produced in your brain from your pineal gland starts flowing again. Amanita is less understand but I believe to be a powerful assistant in healing the human bodies natural heaven producing system. As we free ourselves from within this chemical river starts flowing more and more freely within us.

Think of all of humanity in this state alway living together and inventing things together in a world of endless play. No limits! Nothing your mind can conceive of is beyond you. When your body is in this state it stops dying and then there is no fear of death and no race against time.

A big part of this heaven experience is each other. One person walking around in this free flowing system is in a far lower state then a group of people in this state even though they are in an enlightened state. We are each meant to be with and raise those around us simply by being together in this state.

This sounds like fantasy but it is real and every living human has all the parts to make it a reality. Our bodies have all the glands and organs to allow us to live in a state of eternal bliss. Crazy right! This is all legitimate. The research is already there scattered amongst many books. Anyone who chooses to skip the research and start working with meditation and plants like ayahuasca and mushrooms will receive their own proof.

The whole idea of hell is actually the state some are in now and almost all have discovered various degrees of on earth. Gnashing our teeth all stressed out. Alone. Exhausted. No hope for anything beyond this reality. Judging those around us not realizing we are only judging ourselves. Pissed off at this and that. Depressed. Not feeling love.

Wow! Heaven and Hell right here on earth going on at the same time to all various degrees.

Your body is your ticket to heaven or hell and you can jump back and forth. Although most prefer heaven there are actually some that enjoy hell. The soul gains experience from being in different states and so it is not bad if ones soul chooses to experience a hell state for the purpose of growth. Just don’t try to project your hell on others.

Your body is your golden ticket. That’s why it is so important to love it. Put only the best foods in it. Water it. Massage it. Move it around and stretch it. Meat, alcohol, and processed sugars are about the worst things you can put in your physical body that are acceptable to put in the body. These are all addiction forming. You don’t need any of them but if you partake in them and think of stopping for awhile your body goes into a fear response like it is going to die.

You will thrive physically, emotionally, and spiritually the sooner you find the will to cut these out. No pressure but just know they are bringing you down.

Your mind is a major part of your body. Purge it of fears and negative thoughts and free it by living a life of freedom and love. Love others. Loving others can be heal your mind in ways that you cannot heal yourself. Meditation in combination with plants like magic mushrooms, marijuana are gentle ways of doing this that you can do every day and see immediate results. However, know you do not need to take plants medicine to reach these states you do need to learn to meditate. At least for now.

This is how this golden Age of Enlightenment is arriving. It’s not fantasy it is real and it is scientific. You can believe in it and science will start to back it up. It is coming really fast.

And one more thing about hell. I am not saying this so we get angry at anyone. Anger will not help anyone. As I mentioned there are those who like hell. There are those who wanted to be the rulers of hell. They are real and have been living on this planet. They have set up a genius system to perpetuate hell on earth. They know exactly what they are doing. They get humans addicted to sugar and meat and lots of chemicals we don’t know or ask about. These all keep us in a dumbed down state. We are given news about how bad things are and why we need to be afraid all the time. We are so overworked with our schedules because it is their system of money that keeps us running non stop. They use religion and traditions to produce guilt and shame in humans. The human race has been under attack on all sides. And they have created a system of confusing laws so they can do it legally. Even though they lost when I see what they almost did I can’t help to give them a gold clap and say touché. They almost pulled it off. They need our love and compassion. It’s over. Lets heal what got them to this place. No more need for punishment. That is their way. Does it work?

So much energy and organization is going into keeping us in a hell state so that they can be the rulers of hell on earth. It actually worked for them for a bit and they have created wars and been able to do all kinds of dastardly deeds that I have no interest in ever going in to.

Those who have kept humanity in this state are not even 1% of the population of the planet. Not even .5%. It is a teeny tiny group of individuals and they have no hope in sustaining what they were once becoming very successful at. Everyone else have been trained to keep the system going. News anchors and news producers who perpetuate fear are only doing their jobs. Police who attack protestors only want to take care of their families. They are in survival mode too. Bankers who are stealing money are only playing a game that feeds a hungry ego and makes them feel superior. These are not bad people and all of them have the ability to be a part of the heaven on earth that is unfolding and almost all of them will be.

Nobody will be turned away. Not even the ones who were perpetuating it. I think it would be great if everyone sticks around. Everyone can find healing for themselves.

Each just needs to choose what they want to create for themselves. Then we work with each other to make it happen.

It is going to get so good you are not even going to believe it.

It’s true I have seen it. I have got a sneak peak and received proof way beyond what is necessary. We are blessed to be alive in these times.

How Sweet it is

Ayahuasca – The First Day of My Life

Before I decided to take this journey with mushrooms I had worked with Ayahuasca on about 50 different occasions over a span of about 2 years. I would like to begin sharing about some of these most profound journeys starting with the first one.

About two years ago I was in a very different place in life. I had just completely transformed my life and was searching for answers while at the same time feeling equally guided to find the places I would find the answers I was seeking.

This led me to Ayahuasca. I have the coolest and most amazing mom in the world. In my personal opinion. She is a wise sage and is a shining example of being positive and loving. My mom had approached me 10 years earlier about her first Ayahuasca experience while I was a minister at a Christian church. At the time I was far too engulfed in religion to see outside of my point of view. I told her she was working with the devil and cried as I pleaded with her not to do it anymore. My mom, being the wise sage she is consoled me and made a decision not to talk to me about ayauaska anymore because I was not in a place yet to understand. Good on her.

Ten years later I was in a different place and I approaced my mom about ayahuaska. She was overjoyed to hear about my interest as she had continued to work with this plant regularly for the past ten years. She helped me find a ceremony to attend which turned out to be a 3 day ceremony in the wilderness and I signed up.

Looking back I believe that ayahuaska began working with me the moment I decided to partake in the experience. I didn’t know what to expect but my expectations were very high. One day about a week before the ceremony I took a hike by myself to meditate on what was coming. I was in so much gratitude as I thought about how lucky I was not only to work with Aya but to work with her with my mom there with me. As I reflected on this I sat down by the river. Without looking I put my hand down on the rocks I was sitting on and picked up a stone. This stone I randomly picked up was a piece of petrified wood with stripes throughout from the wood grain. I got the immediete sense that this stone meant something and I pulled out my camera to make a video about what I was feeling.

In the video I share about what I am doing at the time. As I share about my current life and carreer I begin laughing because I had this knowing that my life was about to change drastically and spectacularly. I even spoke to the love of my life who I had not met yet on this video because I had the sense that I was about to meet her also.

A week later after returning from a business trip to San Diego it was time for my first ceremony. My mom had asked me to give a ride to a friend of hers who had traveled from out of town to attend these 3 ceremonies. I was fine with this. I expected a woman my moms age. When I arrived to pick her up I was taken aback as there before me was laterally and by a long shot the most beautiful woman I had ever met in my entire life. She was so beautiful to me that she didn’t even seem real. Not in a plastic sort of way, but in a magical sort of way. We drove out to the ceremony and I learned that she was the same age as I was and we shared a similar life path of seeking the unknown but we had been seeking in very different ways. I was in love but I didn’t allow myself to get to attached because this woman was “Way out of my league!” the way I saw it. She was beautiful as ever and the most successful and wealthy woman at her age I had ever met. More than this she was very intelligent and strong. I had never had much success with women of this caliber so I was surrendered to just driving in the car with her and put away any pipe dreams of us being together.

After we arrived I got my things set up and found a place by the river to write. Someone had left some paints by the river and I decided to pain a picture. For some reason, maybe because I was in a sacred symbolic space I pained a picture of a man shining with purple lines all over his body and purple on his head. I ran out of space because of the size of the journal so the arms were a bit disproportional. Here is the picture I painted and it will come up again later.

I wrote about my excitement and my trepidation. I knew this was going to be a powerful experience but I recalled a few terrifying psychedelic experiences I had years ago in high school and I did not want to experience that again. I asked for a gentle first night.

Before the ceremony started I met with the shaman who said. “Try to sit up the whole time with your back straight. Often times people purge after drinking the medicine. If you do know that its normal. If you need anything during the ceremony let me know.”

I found my place and waited for my turn to drink. I had heard about ayahuaska tasting horrible and was pleased when I found the taste not bad at all. Different, and herbal tasting, but far from bad. After drinking I sat back down, the lights went off and gentle singing started.

At first I didn’t feel anything. But then about an hour in right before me a beautiful, feminine, colorful spirit of light showed up right in front of me. She put what seemed to be a hand on my heart and a hand on my stomach. I sat there in meditation and allowed her to do whatever she was doing. To this day I wasn’t sure if she was meeting me and scanning me or healing me. While she did this out of the corner of my right eye I could feel a chaotic “dark spirit” It was using words while the light spirit was working on me. It was saying, “Hey! Hey!… Look over here. Hey you! Look over here at me. Look at me. Look at me. Look at me!!!!”

I thought to myself, this beautiful spirit is working with me. I am not going to look at or even acknowledge this dark spirit. So I didn’t and it went away never to return again.

This first night was perfectly gentle as this light being sat across from me with her hands on me the entire evening. The communication was minimal that night but the overall message of the evening was, “This is a taste of what this experience is like. See there is nothing to worry about. Tomorrow will be much different but we wanted you ease you in gracefully.”

I felt like I was in very good hands. In fact I felt like I was in the hands of the most powerful being in the universe who could destroy me with a thought. But there was no possibility of me being destroyed or even hurt. I was being treated like an infant new born child with the utmost care.

And that was it for my first experience. But I do want to bring up another interesting thing that happened. This was the first day of my new life. Everything changed after that day as I will tell in future posts about the experiences that followed.

One month later I was still working with my previous company and had traveled a few hours to work on a malfunctioning radar on a boat. As the engineer that was with me finished with the repairs I stood at the end of the dock on looking at the water. I noticed that my reflection was shining. There were beams of light coming off my body in all directions. I had never seen this before and took several pictures. Here is one of them below.

The next day I showed the picture to a friend of mine who I had shared all of my ayahuasca experiences with. When she saw the picture she said, “It looks like your paining.” It did in fact look my painting in a strange way. I pulled out my painting and was amazed to see that the reflection in the picture could have very well been a refection of the guy in the painting. Even the arm being cut off in the painting matched the photo as one of my arms was short because I was holding that arm in front of me to take the picture.

Here is a picture of both images side by side.

Strange? I thought so. This was the one of many strange and wonderful experiences that left me saying, “That’s weird. I don’t know what that is supposed to mean if anything. I’m just going to leave this one alone as something cool I’ve experienced and not build up too much story about it.

After the ceremony I slept so soundly. I had nothing but excitement now for night number two. And for very good reason.